| things are improving with him. he acknowledges me as his wife n i'm glowing with happiness. it has been a month plus and well it's looking up.i will give him more time and myself to improve more. i hope dat i am able to keep my stubborn-ess at bay....
another day at work tomolo and i need more rest...seriously...
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| back from too much sun... got sick but it was worth it... the beach's so beautiful... it is truly a paradise....
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| i am damn bz this week.. gotta work 6 days straight n only get a day off. then i'm off to maldives..yay! (unfortunately, for work..~!) but thank god for some much needed off days next week... 4 days away from home n i get 3 days off..phew~
i was bz this week coz in btw had to meet up with a friend dat was in town for work n meet up with my colleagues for drinks tonite n then off to see my hubby for some "quality time". we're trying to work things out (i guess...) had a bit of improvement but i still dunno how he feels about me.
i've taken up smoking again (after 5 yrs) and i dunno what i want to achieve by doing it. it does me no good n well, it ages the skin... so i think i'm gonna stop once i finish the 2 sticks.
had a bit of a retail therapy yesterday at M.A.C, i overspent again. i tend to do dat when i'm down. i wonder how i'm gonna pay off my cards next month...shit!
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| he came by to see me for a while.. less than half n hour... din look comfy... then left...
told me he came by to see me coz it's our first yr anniversary... am i suppose to feel good about it?
or just take it as he took the effort to really see me? or be offended when he said i came by coz it's our anniversary?
then i said dat this month there's a lot of movies are coming out n he told me dat he'll be quite bz. i'm not forcing him or anything am i? should i try somemore or just give up? i am totally confused. it's like he took the initiative to see me but dun really want to see me?
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| updates...updates...
everyone who knows wat happened kept asking me for updates...
well, i have none to offer actually. things are moving slowly...
i no longer cry myself to sleep, although i figured dat it'll b difficult to sleep tonite...
it's our 1st yr anniversary
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now he's willing to for counselling with me but we've yet to find a place coz he doesn't want a church organised one. he wants a private one on one thingy. but those are freaking expensive...
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